My name is L. Purple

it’s just my journal.

My shape shifts, time persists, and I can read what’s on your lips. Just spit it out, I have no doubt that I already know what you’re about. I hear you, beauty. I saw you, typical. But something about the way you are at the end of the night, at the end of it all, it’s different. It’s a challenge. When you explain your actions, it’s interesting. You can make me feel so uneasy, and special at the same time. The way you move, it’s how we communicate with eachother. It’s unique, you don’t ever critique me. I used to think you had it all, but your just a lost soul. You wander around the wrong places, music blaring, trying to find someone who’s like you. You said you just want to be able to talk with them. They don’t want that. You said to me ”why can’t every girl be like you?”  I am right here, You had me, You have me, I’m who you want, but I’m never enough.

you to me

its just my journal.

OH FUCK. What is wrong with me? I don’t know myself as well as I thought I finally did. My mind is too big to be so closed up. You’ve showed me a whole new tunnel into a whole new world inside my soul, and it hits other peoples souls, hearts, minds. Once the lights go out, once the music hits, we’re somewhere else that isn’t tonight. We’re aliens on a different planet. And we fall in love with every beat, we fall in love with the night. Me and you together, we have a unique way of communicating, concentrating, think about it. We are aliens in love. 

SKRILLEX AND NERO TONIGHT GONNA BE FILTHY!!!!

SKRILLEX AND NERO TONIGHT GONNA BE FILTHY!!!!

its just my journal.

There is a pulse that beats heavy when I sense you coming near. When our eyes meet, our style of communication is just so unique. Across the room, I can feel it burning, you leave, and somehow something feels missing. I want you to know, what you give is what you’ll get. Naturally, and I can’t live with anymore regrets. Just like before I’ve been thinking of giving up on this pulse. But today when you spoke my heart shaked and my mind broke. 

itsallintheexperience asked: i really enjoy reading your text posts. i love them because i feel like not too long ago, i felt exactly the same.

ha i dont know why im telling you this... but yeah.

Well thankyou! I just post whatevers in my mind or in my notebook Im glad you can relate..and actually read it. Didn’t even think anybody did.

this remindes me of us, last night.

this remindes me of us, last night.

Its just my journal.

I need to pause my mind tonight. Your choice of words, your freedom, the way you see this world, the way you see me, the places you take me, the places we want to go, your past, your future, your fears, your smile… I just need to stop it all. Maybe tomorrow I will wake up and everything will be different. Or maybe, it’ll just be the fucking same. But I am to blame for not having anyone to talk to about this. I already know what makes me feel happy, but I need to know how to stay that way.